Drama Whilst In A Bad Mood

My goal whilst in bad mood w/ yet another suicide in family last night, missing mail, $, Internet & microphone cables, broken iPhone (to call psych doc.) and broken pool & spa, feeling ignored, blamed, helpless, etc. — to stay as positive as possible. Been a while since any such livid frustration has surfaced. Seeing <a class="StrictlyAutoTagAnchor" title="View all articles about CBT here" href="http:///tag/cbt/">CBT doc this afternoon, massage follows later <a class="StrictlyAutoTagAnchor" title="View all articles about in the here" href="http:///tag/in-the/">in the evening. Enjoy your days—they aren't all that bad, come to think of it—it's just "life stuff." Sometimes venting is healthy (I believe so, right now—though it's just a temporary attachment to my own ‘drama’ catching up w/ me. All else can ignore it by choice—for me, myself, just <a class="StrictlyAutoTagAnchor" title="View all articles about writing here" href="http://www.jharnisch.com/tag/writing/">writing it out publicly can help myself, at least, feel better.) We all seem to want one another's life at times. #<a class="StrictlyAutoTagAnchor" title="View all articles about PTSD here" href="http://www.jharnisch.com/tag/ptsd/">PTSD flashbacks have been extremely rampant this <a class="StrictlyAutoTagAnchor" title="View all articles about past here" href="http://www.jharnisch.com/tag/past/">past week, <a class="StrictlyAutoTagAnchor" title="View all articles about voices here" href="http://www.jharnisch.com/tag/voices/">voices, <a class="StrictlyAutoTagAnchor" title="View all articles about hallucinations here" href="http://www.jharnisch.com/tag/hallucinations/">hallucinations, as well — a lot of interpersonal <a class="StrictlyAutoTagAnchor" title="View all articles about family here" href="http://www.jharnisch.com/tag/family/">family matters. You are not alone. And I am still the “King of Mental Health” :) so God Bless all these maladies, and my mere $20 <a class="StrictlyAutoTagAnchor" title="View all articles about US here" href="http://www.jharnisch.com/tag/us/">US ($60 Euro) check for International airtime for 2 made-for-<a class="StrictlyAutoTagAnchor" title="View all articles about TV here" href="http://www.jharnisch.com/tag/tv/">TV movies. I must say just sitting here to let it all go—mentally—none of it really matters—the losses, etc. Feelings come and go. And my 2-year fiction (serial novel series) is <a class="StrictlyAutoTagAnchor" title="View all articles about in the here" href="http://www.jharnisch.com/tag/in-the/">in the works, so heck yeah! Under penname and all royalties to charity to avoid any expectations or disappointments (money & credit, mainly—a pattern I’m fixing the best way I know how.) Peace y'all. —J-meister